Scotland - A Memory Land

Received a mail this morning on honeymoon destinations.
They recommend Scotland as one of the most romantic honeymoon destinations on the globe.

I miss Glasgow, Edinburgh, Castles, Lochs, Highlands, the weather, drinking water, ........... every part of it!

An inspiration

Dr Tan Tow Shung left and to be with God last week. Many of us couldn't believe this fact. We were sad. He was young, smart, kind and he was an oncologist, helping hundreds and hundreds of patients.

I asked Daniel "why?". I asked myself for many times "why?"

I didn't understand until i read through his journals on his blog.

He wrote:

A patient recently mentioned to me that it is seems life seems unfair. Despite doing all the right things, being a good person, and having lots of people praying, this patient unfortunately was progressing despite chemotherapy. Knowing that I was a cancer patient myself, they asked me how I felt about it.

I guess I believe that this earthly life is inherently unfair. It is a broken world, and we are mortals. The law of nature applies to all of us and unfortunately that includes sickness, disease, natural disasters etc.

And yet, I find it difficult to blame God, or circumstances, fate, or whatever you want to call it. Is it unfair for me to be going through this? I don't think so. If I believe that is it unfair, it is because I think that I am 'too good', and do not 'deserve' this. But I look back at my life, and count my blessings. I grew up in a relatively peaceful country, in a wonderful home, with parents/family that love me. I have never worried about my next meal, shelter, clothing, education etc. I have had the privilege of living and learning in foreign countries, and now am working/learning in a field I enjoy. I am training in, and receiving treatment in one of the most advanced cancer centers in the world. I have wonderful friends and colleagues and last but not least I am engaged to be married to the wonderful love of my life. If anything, life is indeed unfair for blessing me with so much. So how can I accept the blessings that God and life has showered on me, and yet denounce any trials that come my way as unfair? Especially when I look around me, read the news, and see how people are living here even in the 'richest' nation in the world, and even more so people living in the poor areas of africa, south america, asia etc.

I suppose that is one of the reasons I don't really believe in 'why me' questions. People who do believe that they don't deserve the hand fate has dealt them often get angry and depressed. It is difficult for them to find acceptance and move on. From my standpoint nobody deserves cancer, it is never 'fair'. I see cancer patients everyday, and have NOT seen someone who 'deserves' cancer. On the other hand, neither have I seen someone who was 'too good' to have a cancer diagnoses. So instead of focusing on how unfair things are, I focus on what I need to do each day. One small step at a time, learning to look outwards rather than inwards. Learning to count our blessings, and enjoy what we have.

Such an inspiration! The strength, the faith, the peace and the attitude that he carried......

This is the address of his blog. God bless you!

http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/towshungtan

A trip to breath

Desperately for hubby and myself to go off and take a fresh breath!

Happy to see my own improvement

While i am still struggling working on my PhD research proposal, i received this encouraging e-mail from my supervisor.

Dear Guat See,
Very much improve from the previous ones. Really proud to see that you're improving tremendously and you had shown us the maturation of your thinking process as a PhD student.

Really thank God for His divine guidance and leading.
I am glad to have a God who keep telling me not to give up.

Chinese New Year

This is my second year of giving away ang pao.
A season to give thanks.

A season to share love.

A season to give and sow.

Expecting the best from God

Feb 2011 is going to mark my marriage for the 2nd anniversary.

2/2/2011 - A day for me to expect a great gift from God.... I believe in Him and i will never let Him go. I will not give up until He answers my prayer for the wonderful gift from Heaven.

The Book

This is the only book that i have made my deicision to read it again and again until i leave the world.
This book accompanies me through my ups and downs. I can awlays find comfort, peace, joy and solution in it. It is so real, so close to my heart...
I've a few in my house and i just always don't mind to have an extra one, especially those with nice and colorful cover :)

Present to you...

I think i'm going to get this in Dec!

Can't wait to own a colorful NKJV Bible :)